Catching Up on Life Things

My interest in programming has not waned over the course of these last months, though I consistently hit walls and take extended breaks from learning anything new. It is the harsh struggle of learning something without the looming threat of deadlines or the presence of a mentor.

While I feel as though I haven't made much progress on my own, I have taken steps towards securing my learning capabilities. I've enrolled in courses at a new STEM school locally. Well, sort of locally. I commute an hour to attend, but my degree concentration is Computer Science and Game Design. I am well on my way to having a well-rounded education on software engineering with a focus on what makes games what they are. I would have never imagined pursuing a Bachelor's degree in Comp Sci when I graduated from high school.

My first semester left little time for me to pursue anything programming-related (damn prerequisites), but now that the semester is over, I've been cramming everything I can get my hands on about C, trying to beat the clock on these last two weeks of winter break before I start back in with a Python introduction course. My school won't teach C, but will instead jump from Python to C++ to Java. It doesn't bother me, though. C and C++ are both powerful in their own ways and I'll only benefit by learning them both. I figure I'll just skate through Java and apply the programming theory I learn to the other languages I know.

Still, I've come to realize that blogging about programming was helpful while I was actively posting about a couple of years ago. While I work on a personal project related to MUDs, I'll start trying to more actively discuss what I'm learning. So, yay! Activity!

Other life-things going on? I'm happily married now. My husband and I live with my best friend and we play Overwatch together A LOT. I lowkey enjoy Widowmaker but I'm a Zenyatta main. Might be getting back into GW2 or World of Warcraft (???) if school and projects allow, but it's probably not the greatest idea to do either of those things, considering I already moan about not having time to do stuff! I've also discovered that having just a few years of art experience has made me very valuable at school, and I'm glad to have a bit of versatility. I've done more art for game projects this semester than I thought I would and it was a lot of fun. I may post some of those up here. Since the last time I posted, I found a new favorite book series (Patrick Rothfuss's "The Name of the Wind") and I have written an enormous amount of prose for my own characters, as well as designed some content for the eventual MUD I will host.

Will I get around to posting again today? Who knows! But the next post I make will definitely be more interesting than this one.

How to Learn How to Program on Your Own Time

An observation from a girl who is trying to learn how to program in her own time

1. Read books about programming languages
2. Read blogs (/subreddits/forums/mailing lists) about programming
3. Be inspired by the big picture constantly
• Even while working on the little shit
4. Don't get distracted
5. Write one-off programs 
6. Read more books about programming languages
7. Read more blogs about projects that you are interested in
8. Don't get distracted
9. Read other peoples' programs
10. LOTS of other peoples' programs
11. Write more programs
12. Don't get distracted
13. Think about programming in your spare time
14. Theorize how a bigger program might work
15. Write said program
16. Fix all the bugs in said program
17. Don't give up
18. Don't fucking get distracted

I swear, I would be a hell of a lot further along if I could stop playing the same games that are inspiring me to learn this stuff. I feel the same way about this as I have about every musical instrument I have ever tried to learn -- yeah, I know where the keys are and what they do, but not really well enough to put together anything that sounds decent. Damn practice, why u b so hard??

Frustrated, Nervous...

Got hit with a double-whammy while I was working on something. Just kind of filled with this anxiety that has my chest all tight and my mind not willing to work.

That makes it exceedingly difficult to absorb and apply information.

I've decided that I'm probably going to take a step back on the scripting. The logic is still not making sense, and that means I rushed in too fast. Maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea to really tackle coding right now, and not wait until I have the scripting down. I thought knowing the scripting would make it easier to learn the coding.

Or maybe I just need to not make any decisions right now and wait until I'm not feeling anxious. :( Wanna go home, but it's not even 3.

Bleh!!

Bleh, I say!!!

It's filing day today at work. I can't pay any attention to the web. Sadface.

It's also bring your fiance to work day. The first of many, now that he doesn't have anything to do during the summer. Mwahahahaaa...

We're planning to see Iron Man 3 tonight, but there will be about 3 hours between work and movie that I might be able to work on some things. Still have not figured out the mfollow problem from the last trigger I posted, but finding out he was re-enlisting last night put a halt on any progress I might have been able to make. After talking about that for a few hours, and getting the zombie mac set up, we opted to kick asses on our Bounty Hunters in ToR.

Very unrelated to coding. My apologies. I really don't want to file this paperwork. Aggh.