More Filing and Getting Ready to Take Some Notes

I'm procrastinating again... I really don't want to do this filing.

So I'll make a blog post instead.

Yesterday was odd. I don't know why I was hit with such icky feelings all of a sudden like that. I just know that I felt somewhat like I did back in College Algebra... "This should really make sense, and I feel like this should really work... but it doesn't." From what I understand, there's a lot of that in coding as a whole haha.

It makes me nervous, though, because if I don't have the mind to wrap around these things, my project with my fiance is up in smoke before we can even start on it. He has already determined that he's not a coder. If I can't learn this and get good at it, we'll be a couple of really creative people without the means to produce what we want. Puts on the pressure. :(

I'm also nervous because I'm afraid that these ideas we have aren't going to be interesting to other people. I'm scared that our scope is too big, and we're trying to do too much... Is all of this work going to pay off with a product that is thoroughly enjoyable by everyone, or will Andrei and I be the only ones enjoying it?

Anyway, I'm going to reward myself today. Once I'm done with this filing, I'm going to start taking notes from my textbook in between answering the phone and checking emails. I'm still working on the DG Scripts and triggers for my zone in TBA, I just have to step back from them and tackle something different for now.

It's filing day today at work. I can't pay any attention to the web. Sadface.

It's also bring your fiance to work day. The first of many, now that he doesn't have anything to do during the summer. Mwahahahaaa...

We're planning to see Iron Man 3 tonight, but there will be about 3 hours between work and movie that I might be able to work on some things. Still have not figured out the mfollow problem from the last trigger I posted, but finding out he was re-enlisting last night put a halt on any progress I might have been able to make. After talking about that for a few hours, and getting the zombie mac set up, we opted to kick asses on our Bounty Hunters in ToR.

Very unrelated to coding. My apologies. I really don't want to file this paperwork. Aggh.